Wednesday, 9 March 2011

always looking up

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What if this road, that has held no surprises
these many years, decided not to go
home after all; what if it could turn
left or right with no more ado
than a kite-tail? What if its tarry skin
were like a long, supple bolt of cloth,
that is shaken and rolled out, and takes
a new shape from the contours beneath?
And if it chose to lay itself down
in a new way; around a blind corner,
across hills you must climb without knowing
what's on the other side; who would not hanker
to be going, at all risks? Who wants to know
a story's end, or where a road will go? - Sheenagh Pugh

My eldest son had his bike stolen last night. He's had a bad run - leaving school, not finding work, a course he planned to take at college being removed from the curriculum.. about to go to Australia, he was suddenly offered a job and decided to take it so he could show some work experience on his cv - and then go to Australia later. He got the bike as an 18th birthday present and every day he's enjoyed riding it. When he came out from work, the bike, securely locked - had gone. As one friend pointed out - don't bike thieves realise a lot of people cycle because they can't afford to drive? I feel so bad for him - he felt that getting the job might have been a turning of the corner away from a run of bad luck.

2 comments:

  1. hi boo :) i followed you over from Flickr :) i was so touched by this post that i just had to comment...your sweet son is my son's age and this story is so close to my own heart. one thing i am learning on this mama journey of mine is that these lessons they learn are in small ways, their 'tough love teachers' in life. it's hard to step back as mama and watch them struggle. but if they don't struggle, they never strengthen their wings...like the worm in a cocoon will never be strong enough to fly if they don't struggle through that dark season of their little lives. he is becoming your butterfly before your very eyes :) my warmest hugs to you... xo

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  2. thank you for visiting my blog and leaving such as sweet comment. But also because that way I found yours!

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